In flux

Sometimes I really want the world to stop spinning.

The simultaneous house hunting, job hunting, and wedding planning is both the best and worst decision I may have ever made.

I am excited and thrilled to be striking out into our new life, building the future we want, together. Starting it right now, and for us.

As a fictional person once said, When you realise you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

So yes. I am happy and excited and hopeful.

I am relieved and joyous to be saying goodbye to old patterns and old ways of being which no longer suit me.

And I am usually contented with the roller coaster inherent in the fineprint.

But some days, I wish there was more cookie dough and less contracts.

May today bring us both some semblance of confidence and comfort.



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